What if your brain had a whole library of alternate lives? The person you almost married, the one who almost stayed, the future you thought was locked in but never happened. In this episode I talk about getting stuck in that “what if” loop, the patterns I’ve noticed in relationships, and what it’s like to love without an off switch. It’s vulnerable, raw, a little funny in places, and it’s about sitting in that in-between space where you’re not heartbroken, not healed, just floating. More than anything it’s about protecting your heart without making yourself smaller.