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X Why Explained

X Why Explained

Society & Culture:Relationships

#14 Turning the lights on

#14 Turning the lights on

2025-04-18
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Special Good Friday episode.

Usually, I read to you from my novel, Love Sick Love, but today I want to step back a bit and tell you a little of my story. Where did the novel come from? Where did this podcast come from? What’s underpinning it all? If you only ever listen to one episode of X Why Explained, make sure it’s this one.

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