’ .. my take away is that LDS historical truths can no longer be sustained... Read that somewhere, seems true...

Humanitarian Aid...

And from what I gather, the youngsters head injury had to be due to blunt force. There is no way a hematoma and movement of the brain can be caused by ’shaking’. What I surmise is the other parent (not Hana) did the deed by bluntly striking the youngsters head and the boy immediately passing out due to the force. Hence the whimpering, the mumma truth that she ’just gently sook’ her son. Florida prosecutors need to re evaluate and charge Father of boy with murder.

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I never got a by burning in the bosom of the spirit testifying to me about Jesus and Lucifer being brothers. I felt something was not right. I did get a burning in the bosom that it was true about the temple ceremonies that were changed before 1990 were true.

I remember testifying my testimony in the LDS church that I knew from. The top of my head to my toes that I knew the LDS church was true and I testified that I knew the bible was true and the book of Mormon was true. I remembering feeling the spirit testify to me very strongly that I belong to the lord Jesus Christ and that the restored gospel is true and my old beliefs were true. I. Also remember playing a evangelical preacher preach on hell and the spirit of God said it was true

Reflecting back in my experiences I certainly as a evangelical born again Christian in the LDS church as a LDS convert from the inside of the church did have the burning of the bosom experience that doc and cov 9:7-9 mentions many times. The burning in the bosom did. Confirm my evangelical beliefs to be true. At the same time I at the time felt the burning of the bosom was telling me the LDS church was true and that the restored gospel was true. I still felt my evangelical beliefs were true

With the historical problems and inconsistancies of problematic anomalies and history I was able to accept the facts that there were things in the organization of mormonusm that are not true like all the conflicting vision accounts of Joseph Smith. The freemasonry Joseph Smith used. The John d lee confessions the Adam God doctrine the changes of temple ceremonies such as the payle ale prayer before 1990 of the changes. The sworn oath that changed. The endowment ceremonies the censorship purging

With the historical problems and inconsistancies of problematic anomalies and history I was able to accept the facts that there were things in the organization of mormonusm that are not true like all the conflicting vision accounts of Joseph Smith. The freemasonry Joseph Smith used. The John d lee confessions the Adam God doctrine the changes of temple ceremonies such as the payle ale prayer before 1990 of the changes. The sworn oath that changed. The endowment ceremonies the censorship purging

Before I left the church inactive I as a evangelical took many opportunities in 2014 to 2017 to share my evangelical beliefs and my LGBT activism in support of the LGBT community. I had opportumities as I was phasing out of mormonism to progressively as a leftist post modernists progressive pick and choose my beliefs and move on to my spiritual journey. In summary I had cognitive dissonance versus. The burning in the bosom experience as facts versus feelings were a challenge.

As I was having doubts about the LDS church organization I was re reading all my anti mormon materials and resubscribing to Christian ministries about Mormonism and re evaluating my belief system. I never doubted the evangelical christian gospel that's why I never abandoned the christian orthodox beliefs on the basic essentials. As time passed on I was able to separate My evangelical beliefs from LDS beliefs

It wasn't until I started having doubts about the doctrines of the LDS church and also the history of the LDS church that I saw the major discrepancies of the LDS semantics of using Christian terminology redefined much like what the leftist today in 2021 do with political parties vocabulary of words such as racism white supremacy woke etc

Even though I was told the christian terminology LDS use was different meaning I really wasn't listening and paying attention because what I knew from the evangelical world was the evangelical meanings of the words. Which I stuck to. It wasn't until years later I saw the difference in semantics of christian terminology LDS was using. I still kept my evangelical beliefs and evangelical semantics despite the fact I saw the differance

I continued to worship and praise the Lord in music with the evangelicals. Which I was use to. When I went to LDS services I also adjusted to the reverence of the way LDS worship. During the time semantics was not an issue. Every word like grace redemption etc I was using my evangelical semantics. It never crossed my mind that LDS were redefining christian vocabulary . My mind was set and made up of the Christian terminology I heard meant what I believed as a evangelical and I stuck to it

As a born again Christian evangelical Christian I had some evangelical born again Christian unconditionally love me and accepted me as I was and did not judge me. Most of these evangelicals knew I had a personall relationship with Jesus Christ and was born again in the evangelical meaning and they did not judge me by going to the mormon church. We never discussed LDS beliefs. When I was with born again Christians I would talk and fellowship on the things that we both believed in as evangelicals

I had a LDS missionary tell me because of my beliefs of not wanting to get married in the temple and have children that I would not enter the celestial kingdom. The missiinary told me that I would more or less go to the terrestrial kingdom or telestial kingdom. I told the missionary that I was saved by grace alone and I will be in heaven. LDS missionary said it was a false belief. I said my personal relationship with the lord is between me and the. Lord.

I was leading a LDS member to the lord with my evangelical beliefs and a Women who was active in relief society said I was leading this member astray with false doctrine. This LDS member became a born again Christian and went to other Christian churches and stayed in the LDS church. I had some evangelical born again Christians tell me I was decieved into a cult and that I was not saved and not a Christian and that I would go to hell because I'm decieved and apostized from the evangelical gospel

As a progressive left post modernists born again evangelical Christian and LDS convert member of the LDS church as a figure of speech in slang expression it was a riot being in both worlds of the evangelical born again Christian world and the LDS world. It was quite a contrast I had born again believer evangelicals who I was friends with said I was decieved I had some individual LDS members of the LDS church say I was decided and leading LDS members astray with my evangelical beliefs

As a LDS convert and evangelical Christiandid not get rid Of any of my anti mormon books written by evangelical Christians and ex Mormons and critics and I did not get rid of any pro mormon books put out by the church and LDS apologetics .I had invested a lot of money in all those books and In my opinion I believed there was truth and error in both types of pro mormon and antimormon books . I was a progressive left post modernists born again Christian and LDS convert

When I joined the LDS CHURCH I did not get rid of any of the anti mormon books and literature published by the evangelicals and ex Mormons. I had invested a lot of money in buying antimormon books and pro mormon books that I decided there was truth in all the books. I was a progressive post modern left as far as theology was concerned of what I believed in evangelical and LDS theology. At that time I was putting my two different belief systems together without giving up any of the beliefs.