Janet Devlin from The X Factor

"Do I swallow that, or be the girl who throws up on national television?" Janet Devlin, a Northern Irish singer/songwriter and The X Factor finalist, joins Fleur East on The Reality of Reality TV* to reveal what taking to the stage as 16-year-old on the biggest music competition in the UK was really like. After years of keeping quiet, Janet opens up about her own mental health struggles, why Hanson's MMMBop makes her sick to her stomach, her relationship with mentor Kelly Rowland and why she had to ask for a therapist. You'll also discover how, despite everything, The X Factor ended up being a really positive experience for Janet. This is the Reality of Reality TV. *This episode contains references to addiction, eating disorders, self harm and mental health issues. Next episode out 21st July!