Can’t Keep Pretending Everything’s “Fine” and I Need to Be Honest.Queenssss…this has been a long time coming, and it’s time for me to be real with you.For months now I’ve been in a season of uncertainty. Not burnout, not boredom but a genuine transition — the kind where you know you’re changing, but you’ve not fully landed in the new version yet. (The messy middle!!)And while I’ve tried recording for the sake of it…I’ve tried planning for the sake of it…I’ve tried push...
Can’t Keep Pretending Everything’s “Fine” and I Need to Be Honest.
Queenssss…this has been a long time coming, and it’s time for me to be real with you.
For months now I’ve been in a season of uncertainty. Not burnout, not boredom but a genuine transition — the kind where you know you’re changing, but you’ve not fully landed in the new version yet. (The messy middle!!)
And while I’ve tried recording for the sake of it…
I’ve tried planning for the sake of it…
I’ve tried pushing through the resistance…
I’m finally at the point where I won’t and can’t do it anymore.
I am in a personal transformation phase spiritually, mentally, emotionally and even in how I see business. I know that clarity doesn’t come through forcing. It comes through quiet time, faith, stillness, and surrender.
Because of this, here’s what’s happening:
✨ I’m pausing ALL Patreon subscriptions
No more payments will be taken from 1st December.
You’ll still have access to everything already inside though. Every solo episode, every ad-free episode, the whole library.
I just won’t be uploading anything new while I’m in this “messy middle stage.”
✨ The BGA Podcast is also going on pause
It’s not ending completely and it’s definitely not gone forever but I can feel deep in my bones that when I come back… I’ll be coming back differently.
A fresh voice.
A deeper perspective.
More aligned.
More faith-led.
More “me.”
Right now, I simply need to step away from the noise so I can hear what God is actually saying to me next. I know there are some big changes & plans for me but I need to be patient and wait for them to land completely.
If you’ve ever outgrown a treatment, a client, a job, a colleague or even an old version of yourself… you’ll get this.
It’s not that it was bad.
It’s not that you weren’t grateful.
It’s just that the season changed and that ‘thing’ didn’t fully align with you anymore. And that’s ok!
Staying “for the sake of it” or trying to force it starts costing you your joy, clarity and authenticity.
That’s exactly where I am right now & I know I need to step back. 🧘♀️
I’ve recorded my final podcast episode (for a while) where I go into this in more depth.
I’m excited about the future, I really am!!! There’s something new being shaped in me and I know it’s going to be big, even though I don’t fully know what it is yet.
Sometimes you have to step OUT of the situation so you can finally see the full picture.
What’s staying the same?
- I’m still in the Members Club every single day
- I’m still coaching every Monday inside the membership
- I’m still hosting my live events in 2026 (Business & Bible, Goal Setting, etc.)
- I’m still mentoring, guiding and supporting you like always
None of that is changing at all.
I’m just creating space for the next version of my voice, my coaching and my calling to land before I speak openly on a public platform.
Thank you for supporting me so far in my journey & for being through this transition with me! And thank you for letting me be honest and for trusting that what comes next will be even better, deeper and more aligned.
I’ll be back, and when I come back, ohhhh I’ll be back with a bangggggg! (Not that you doubt that!)
Love always,
Alysha x
