Awaken into Love Podcast

When ROCD Feels Too Real: A Man's ROCD Journey (ft. Cameron)

What happens when relationship doubt feels so real you believe you have to leave? In this episode of Awaken Into Love, Kiyomi sits down with Cameron to explore his lived experience with Relationship OCD (ROCD), from the moment doubt appeared early in his relationship, to the shame, emotional suppression, and fear that followed. Cameron shares what it was like navigating ROCD as a man, including the pressure to "stay strong," the belief that emotions were something to fix, and the deep confusion that arises when love and anxiety collide. Together, we explore why ROCD feels so convincing, how disconnection can feel genuinely threatening, and what shifted when Cameron stopped trying to solve his thoughts and instead began allowing his emotions. It's an honest, human conversation about learning to sit with discomfort, softening self-judgment, and discovering a more grounded way of relating to yourself and to your partner. This episode is for you if: -ROCD or relationship anxiety feels too real to ignore -You feel pressure to know how you feel at all times -Disconnection in relationships feels threatening -You've struggled with shame around emotions -You want to hear a man's real, lived experience with ROCD You are not broken. You are not failing. And, you are not alone. (#YANA) ✨ Want to start your healing journey? Take the FREE ROCD/Relationship Anxiety Quiz and get instant clarity on what kind of support might help you next.

How I Almost Lost My Relationship To ROCD/RA (ft. Martina)

Today, Manon (Awaken into Love Director) sits with Martina, a longtime Awaken into Love ROCD/RA community member and HOME member (our ROCD/RA peer-support group) whose journey will resonate with anyone who has ever questioned their relationship, doubted their feelings, or felt shame about their intrusive thoughts. In this deeply vulnerable conversation, Martina shares how ROCD first showed up three days into her relationship, how misunderstandings from therapists intensified her anxiety, and how years later, during a stressful life transition, her symptoms resurfaced in painful and confusing ways. She opens up about: -intrusive images and "false attraction" spikes -emotional numbness and derealization -the shame of not recognizing her partner -comparing her partner to others -the impact of OCD on her long-term relationship -what finally helped her truly heal We hope our beloved Martina's courage brings you comfort and hope. If you're interested in trying the ROCD/RA HOME peer-support for FREE: http://home.rocdcourse.com/join

What if I Outgrow My Partner? I feel stuck, I want to expand! (ROCD/Relationship Anxiety)

In this episode of Awaken into Love, Kiyomi dives into one of the biggest and most confusing parts of life with ROCD: expansion. How do you grow, evolve, and follow your purpose when your mind is constantly pulling you back into fear and doubt? We explore: The paradox of wanting change while fearing it Common fears around outgrowing your partner or making the wrong choice How society's messages about purpose can trigger obsessive thinking Why community is core medicine for OCD and ROCD Expansion doesn't have to mean leaving your partner behind — it can mean opening to more love and authenticity right where you are.  Join our October Masterclass on Expansion at Awaken into Life  Learn more about ROCD and find support at rocdcourse.com

Am I the Only One STILL Struggling? (Thriving With ROCD/OCD)

We're back for season 2 of the Awaken into Love podcast! In this first episode, Kiyomi and Manon explore what it really means to thrive with OCD and ROCD, beyond perfectionism, societal pressure, and comparison. This is the first part of the conversation. For the complete VIP episode, our Thriving Masterclass, and the LIVE deepening circle on Sept 27, join us inside our new membership: Awaken into Life. --- Awaken into Life If you are ready to explore LIFE beyond ROCD/OCD and find deeper love, peace, purpose, and community. Join us here!

How I Saved Myself and My Relationship (ft. Kim)

In this new episode, we sit down with Kim, a beloved member of the Awaken Into Love community, to talk about her powerful journey through ROCD (Relationship OCD), anxiety, and healing. Kim opens up about discovering ROCD later in life after years of uncertainty, perfectionism, and self-doubt—and how the Awaken Into Love course and peer support community (formerly KIC, now HOME) helped her find clarity, resilience, and ultimately, love. Kim shares: -Her early experiences with OCD, spiritual scrupulosity, and hyper-responsibility -The grief of missed connections and a life spent waiting for certainty -The moment she found ROCD content online and felt seen for the first time -How the course helped her shift from obsessive research to real healing -Why joining the group felt terrifying—but ultimately transformative -The role of grief, acceptance, and empowerment in building a healthy, grounded relationship -How she learned that love is a choice—and that being human means embracing imperfection -Her heartfelt advice to her younger self and others just beginning this journey Kim's story is one of vulnerability, courage, and awakening—a reminder that healing isn't linear, but it is possible.  Whether you're struggling with ROCD, relationship anxiety, or looking for real stories of hope, this episode is for you. 🔔 Subscribe for more healing conversations about ROCD, Relationship Anxiety & Awakened Relationships » ROCD FREE CHECKLIST: https://free.rocdcourse.com/checklist » ROCD/RA ACADEMY (COURSE): https://academy.rocdcourse.com/join » AIL HOME (PEER-SUPPORT): https://home.rocdcourse.com/join Disclaimer: All of the information listed in this channel is for informative, motivational, and educational purposes only. Please note that this channel is not meant to diagnose you or treat a mental health disorder but serves only as education and motivation.