I've been mostly awake for 36 hrs. I drove through a fresh foot of snow after a weird lighting snowstorm (yep, who knew?) and I'm finally about to crash. I saw my Dad today...his name is Colin and we had some really funny moments and sad moments while figuring out details... it's all kinda weird, being in the process of honouring, celebrating, remembering and letting go ... all while knowing he was just here a few days ago and I feel him everywhere.