"Build a boat." It was a quiet word received during prayer, mysterious enough that Tammy Darling joked it might mean a cruise was on the horizon. Weeks passed with no further clarity — and then the storm hit. Her husband's diagnosis of thyroid cancer arrived suddenly, and what had seemed like a cryptic phrase became a lifeline of meaning: they were going to the other side, and they were going to need a boat to get there. In this deeply personal and faith-stirring episode, Tammy walks us through one of the hardest seasons of her life w...
"Build a boat." It was a quiet word received during prayer, mysterious enough that Tammy Darling joked it might mean a cruise was on the horizon. Weeks passed with no further clarity — and then the storm hit. Her husband's diagnosis of thyroid cancer arrived suddenly, and what had seemed like a cryptic phrase became a lifeline of meaning: they were going to the other side, and they were going to need a boat to get there. In this deeply personal and faith-stirring episode, Tammy walks us through one of the hardest seasons of her life with honesty and hard-won hope.
The story Jesus tells in Mark 4 is one every storm-tossed believer needs to hear again. A long day of ministry. A boat. A sleeping Savior. Waves battering the sides. Disciples terrified. And then — a word, and stillness. Jesus never promised His followers smooth water. He promised to go with them to the other side. What Tammy discovered through her husband's surgery, the surgeon's devastating words, eight months of uncertainty, and finally a cancer-free scan, is that the middle moments are not wasted moments. They are sacred. They are holy. And some of the greatest growth in faith comes not from being rescued out of the storm, but from being carried through it, all the way to the other side.
Today's Bible Verse
"That day when evening came, he said to his disciples, 'Let us go over to the other side.'"
— Mark 4:35, NIV
Ponder Today
- Jesus never promised calm water — He promised to go with us. The disciples weren't guaranteed a smooth crossing. They were guaranteed His presence in the boat. That promise belongs to you too, in whatever storm you are currently navigating.
- God sometimes prepares us for storms before they arrive. The word to "build a boat" came weeks before the diagnosis. God's preparation is not always obvious in the moment, but looking back, His faithfulness is unmistakable.
- The middle moments are sacred, not wasted. The stretch between the storm rising and reaching the other side is where faith is genuinely tested and genuinely grown. Don't despise the middle — it is doing a holy work in you.
- It is okay to believe and still struggle with unbelief. Like the father in Mark 9:24, Tammy cried out, "I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief." That honest prayer is not a failure of faith. It is faith in its most courageous and human form.
- Getting to the other side may not look the way you imagined. The cancer was not removed in surgery as hoped. The healing came eight months later, by a different means, on a different timeline. God's ways to the other side are rarely the ones we would have chosen, but they are always faithful.
A Prayer for You Today
Jesus, we thank You that even through the roughest of storms, You are with us. In that knowledge, we can rest, even as You rested in the boat while the storm raged on. When You say we are going to the other side, we rest assured that we will make it through whatever trial we are facing. You are truly with us in all things. With grateful hearts we pray, Amen.
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