151: What if he made you think you were crazy?

“I was sure that this was his mental illness and not something wrong with me until I started hearing it in my head. And that was when I started to think, 'maybe I’m actually going crazy'.”

Producers: Sara Marinelli, Whit Missildine

Content/Trigger Warnings: emotional abuse, sexual abuse, domestic violence, drug use, explicit language

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