#118 — If You Work Hard Enough You Can Do Anything, Except Get Pregnant: A Journey Through Infertility What happens when the medical establishment ignores your concerns, complaints and symptoms? When your doctor tells you everything is normal even though everything in your body is telling you it's not? How do you recover from a traumatic birth and near-death experience that could—and should—have been prevented? Today we get to hear from Lucy Knisley, New York Times bestseller and au...
#118 — If You Work Hard Enough You Can Do Anything, Except Get Pregnant: A Journey Through Infertility
What happens when the medical establishment ignores your concerns, complaints and symptoms? When your doctor tells you everything is normal even though everything in your body is telling you it's not? How do you recover from a traumatic birth and near-death experience that could—and should—have been prevented?
Today we get to hear from Lucy Knisley, New York Times bestseller and author of the brilliant, brave, terrifying, and hilarious graphic memoir Kid Gloves: Nine Months of Careful Chaos about all of those questions.
Having always known she wanted to be a mother and having considered herself very well-informed on reproductive rights and health, Knisley was shocked by how daunting the actual process of becoming pregnant was. In her words, “I was like, ‘All right. I'm informed. I know what to do. I'm healthy. I'm ready for this. We've got a home. We've got a stable environment to bring a kid into.’ They say there's no perfect time and there isn't, but we were prepared as well as we could be. Then everything went wrong.”
Everything that went wrong included two miscarriages, uterine surgery, grueling nausea once she finally became pregnant and then total exhaustion later in pregnancy. Most frightening and serious of all, Lucy suffered through undiagnosed preeclampsia for much of her third trimester. By the time she finally gave birth to her son via C-section, she suffered a number of seizures, lost half her blood and was in a coma for several days. Knisley almost died because her experiences, symptoms, and fears were dismissed by several medical professionals over months of her pregnancy and birth. (Yes, we are enraged by this too.)
Today we also hear from Knisley about the following: her very structured schedule for creating her graphic novels, why she has decided that it’s best for her son to be an only child, her partner’s journey through deciding whether he wanted to be a parent, and why, despite the deep trauma of her birth story, Knisley feels incredibly fortunate.
IN THIS EPISODE WE TALK ABOUT
Knisley's view on her comics and graphic novels as a way to share and connect while being true to her introspective, introverted self. How, despite volunteering at Planned Parenthood and receiving sexual education in school, Knisley felt shockingly uninformed about what it takes to actually get and remain pregnant. The way that experiencing miscarriages flipped her previous understanding of delivering a healthy baby as the top response to intentionally unprotected sex. The enormous disservice we do to all potential parents by not properly educating our children on the frequency of miscarriage, infertility, and undiagnosed infertility. How shame inducing and isolating it is to be told to keep early pregnancy to yourself, which also of course means, “Keep your losses to yourself. They’re personal and private.” How deeply alone and ignored Knisley felt in her grief over her miscarriages until she chose to share her own story. “After I started to talk about it, it seemed like everyone I had ever met had experienced something similar. All of a sudden, these stories came out of the woodwork and everyone had something to offer. That was so incredibly healing for me to hear these other stories of survival and recovery and how fucking hard it is." Her fertility diagnosis, uterine surgery, and how she aches for the 90% of people whose infertility is undiagnosed. How, after wanting so badly to be pregnant, and despite her health and age, Knisley suffered through a grueling pregnancy: three months of debilitating nausea, followed by profound fatigue, and culminating in undiagnosed preeclampsia. Her deeply traumatic, near-death birth story and why she feels devastated imagining how ignored women of color or with pre-existing conditions are treated and ignored in their own medical journeys. Why she has ultimately decided that it is best for her entire family that they have one child.
FULL SHOW NOTES
Get the complete show notes with episode quotes, photos, and time stamps at http://www.startuppregnant.com/118.
LEARN MORE ABOUT LUCY KNISLEY
Lucy Knisley is a critically acclaimed and award-winning comic creator. She lives in Chicago. She specializes in personal, confessional graphic novels and travelogues.
RESOURCES MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODE
Lucy’s website Lucy’s books Kid Gloves: Nine Months of Careful Chaos
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