Lonely Am I, Lonely I am not

Lonely? Am I lonely, or am I not? Lonely throughout my nights and days, happiness has rejected me in so many ways.You can’t see my fears. I hide them very well. You can’t see my pain, it’s like a pearl which is tightly enclosed in its own shell. You will never hear my tears, they roll down my face quietly without sound. I walk inside this world stained with neon paint of regerts, but no one knows I am around.