10:02pm, May 3rd, 2024, Office, UT
Doing a lot of the same ol’ shit everyday now that presents no excitement, but is essential. Not a lot of “joy” in doing these things… but that was never the goal to begin with. Happiness isn’t the goal. Which is interesting to even have that as a goal because saying anything is a goal means that you don’t currently have it. So if your goal is happiness, you aren’t happy. So just abolish that whole idea and do what is required to get to where you want to go.
Anyway, I spent a good hour or so doing some new intro outro bits for this show. I messed up so many times. I was literally laughing so hard at my own mistakes. I was almost crying laughing. Having the time of my life over here with me, myself and I. I’m a simple man I guess.