When we've surrendered our plans to God and are trying to walk in obedience with Him, it can be hard when we're not where we thought we'd be, or life is just not going to plan. Things aren't working out, it's one thing after another. But you're exactly where you're meant to be.
God allows us to go through things because suffering is what creates ENDURANCE. And we need endurance to build character, and hope, to get through this life and accomplish all He has called us to do.
Trust that He has you exactly where you're meant to be, because there is purpose in everything He does <3