The video of the former NFL player beating his girl friend was sickening to watch. He never should have done that to her. CTE is real and he needs to go to jail and get mental help. In addition, you know if you are with an abuser so get out because there are two things that can happen. You get beaten or you get killed. I wish I did not see that video. Why? Because it made me sick to my stomach. I will unpack my feelings here.