In Episode 20, Rachel returns after much time away from the mic and shares how since October 7, 2023, she's felt a lot of negative emotions, particularly sadness and anger and has also experienced many joyful and happy times at the same time. Rachel gets vulnerable by sharing how she experienced many joyful moments and celebrations while a war was going on in Israel and the emotions she felt. Rachel also talks about how it's ok for happiness and sadness to exist at the same time.