Episode 3 - Gemma Edney, Graduation Coordinator at St George’s, The University of London

Welcome to the Beyond Your Research Degree podcast from the University of Exeter Doctoral College! The podcast about non-academic careers and all the opportunities available to you... beyond your research degree! In this episode PhD student Debbie Kinsey talks to Gemma Edney, a University of Exeter alumni. An experienced project manager and events manager, Gemma now works at St George's, The University of London. 

 

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Podcast transcript

 

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Hello and welcome to the Beyond Your Research Degree podcast by the University of Exeter Doctoral College

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So I'm Gemma. I did my PhD in film studies finished last April.

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So April 2019 was when I was awarded. I submitted the September before that, so I sort of stopped the actual physical researching and writing 24/7.

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In September 2018, immediately after submitting, I got a job at the student information desk.

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Here I am organising graduation. Which sounds more stressful the more I think about it.

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But I actually think organising graduation is actually quite stressful.

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But so I did that.

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So I did that immediately after submitting completed my corrections while I was doing that, and then continued doing that for a little bit.

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I was looking for jobs here and there.

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The plan originally was academic jobs, so I was looking for those.

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There weren't very many. So and the more I looked at, to be honest, the less I wanted any of the jobs that did come up looking.

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So then in October last year, I decided to apply to the civil service fast stream scheme.

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And finally, it's the longest application process ever. But finally, I found out in February that I've been successful.

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So I'll be starting there in September, which is about the change of direction, but is, I think, a good move for me.

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So, yeah, that's kind of where I am in my journey at the moment.

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Yeah. So you were initially you working kind of in university, you know, you said.

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Well, yeah, initially looking for research type jobs but now decided to move outside.

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Yes. Yeah. So I worked throughout my PhD anyway, um,

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part time at the university and then that's sort of how I ended up with the job that I ended up with once I had submitted.

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I wasn't in a position I could once I'd finished, just do sort of a seminar here and there or like one or two seminars a week.

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I needed an actual job full, full time hours. I did.

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Originally, I was offered teaching in the year that I, I submitted, but it was only one seminar a week.

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And so I had to say no because I needed more than just one seminar a week and I

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wasn't able to take a full time job and also do a seminar a week because funnily enough,

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the university don't like to employ people or more than a full time contract. So.

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So I wasn't able to do that, which was a shame, because I do really I do miss teaching is one of the things I really miss.

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But I carried on looking. I was constantly looking for jobs.

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I was never under the impression that I was gonna do graduation organisation forever.

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That's not something that I thought was on my future plan, really.

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So I did carry on looking for jobs. But the more I looked to be honest, the more it's they were all fixed term.

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They were all part time. Some of them were fixed term and part-time. And it just wasn't something that I wanted.

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After doing four years of PhD, I was ready to just actually know where I was going and where I was gonna be and have a bit more stability.

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And it was just one of those things that gradually I came to the realisation that actually,

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although I would have loved to stay in academia, it wasn't the top of my priority anymore.

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And I think that's okay. I think that's fine to have come to that realisation.

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It took me a while to come to that to come to that realisation.

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But yeah, it's not something that I have no regrets about stopping looking for academic jobs.

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There was a point where I just anything came up I went, I didn't want that job.

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I just looking at the looking at the job description and looking out the work involved and things, that's not I don't think I want it.

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And when that just kept happening, I thought, yeah. I didn't want any of these jobs.

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So I started looking outside. And to begin with, I was a bit sort of I felt a bit lost in the.

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I had been aiming at this for so long and done this one path.

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And then I thought, OK, what am I going to do now? What do I even do?

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And so I look for things sort of within universities and I'm sort of more student support kind of roles and things.

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But again, there was just nothing that really struck me. I got there were a couple of jobs.

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I went for that I think I would have really enjoyed it, but I came second for all of them.

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Which was lovely that they told me that. And also awful that they told me that because I'd have rather come last and just been told, no, it's not so.

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But then I sort of thought, well, maybe I don't need to work at a University at all.

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Maybe all other things. And I actually started looking more at graduate schemes and thinking more.

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Is there anything that also like PhD I'm still a graduate.

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II can still apply. And there are various things there.

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And there are various schemes that actually sort of market themselves.

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at PhD graduates, as well as other graduates of other levels as well.

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And so I started sort of looking at much more widely than I had been before.

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And I actually heard about the civil service scheme on a train.

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Just people behind me were talking and I was really nice. So they were sort of just talking about their current roles and everything.

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And I was thinking, oh, like sounds interesting. Like what the scheme that they're on.

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And I had a look at it. And it's actually designed not just for fresh undergraduates that are leaving university

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but for a career changes and people are all different stages of their careers.

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And I quite liked that.

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It specifically says we are not just a graduate scheme and we're not just for 20 and 21 year olds that have just finished their degrees and things.

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So I sort of looked into it and to be honest, just that and an application on the off chance.

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And then, I mean, it's a very long process. So the longer I went into it, the more I said I actually really want this

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I want I want a place.

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And so, yeah, it was as soon as I sort of got more more involved in the process and through the application, the more I thought, yeah.

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I think this is a really good move for me,

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something that I think I can apply myself to and having a bit more experience beyond sort of having through my page.

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The experience I've got and through working elsewhere as well, I think we'll actually be really beneficial.

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So, yeah, there are absolutely no regrets on the journey I've taken to get to this point.

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But it just took me a little bit of time to come to come to the realisation of what I sort of wanted and needed.

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To be honest, this is for my own personal wellbeing.

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I think this is a really good decision. And ever since I've sort of had the plan of life.

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Now I know that I'm going somewhere else. I'm going off in this direction. Sort of felt almost lighter.

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Yeah, this is great. I haven't felt that for a while. So that's where.

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Good. This kind of thing where it's important to think that not just the things you enjoy, that you really enjoy teaching.

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So what kind of life you want. Yeah. And a lot of the academic opportunities and I like them around you and finding just didn't fit with the kind of life.

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Yeah, absolutely. And I'm like, I think there are people that can say, yeah,

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I'm happy to go through a few years of temporary contracts in the hope that I can then go on to a permanent one eventually.

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And that's great. And that is originally what I thought I would have to do.

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But the more I thought about it, the just the more I think I don't I don't want to have to.

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As soon as I go into a job, I start looking for another one, because that's pretty much all I have done.

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So throughout my PhD, I was on sort of temporary contracts anyway,

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which didn't matter because they were part time and I was always, always able to get another one.

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But then I was immediately looking for jobs as soon as I had finished and then immediately looking for other jobs.

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Once I got the one I was in and I was just done with the job search.

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If I'm honest, there's only so many applications I can start and then maybe fill out.

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And then the competition obviously is always so high.

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So just for my own for my own sake, I thought it's okay to have priorities the on going into a research job or an academic job.

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I still I've still continued to do some research when I have the time.

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I mean, having a full time job makes that less likely. But I've got an article coming out soon in a journal and things like that.

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I still really like my research. I haven't completely fallen out of love with everything I've done, but it's much more.

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I can do it on my own terms. There's no pressure or I can do what I want when I want.

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If someone likes it, they'll publish it. Great. But there's no sort of expectation that I have to get so many publications out.

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I have to get this experience in order to get this job. I might only have for six months.

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And that's having that knowledge as much.

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It's just so much calmer in my life. Yeah.

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And it sounds like looking at said you were feeling a bit lost when you made that decision.

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Like when. Sure. Went to. Yeah. Graduate schemes. Kind of gave you that structure to that.

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It did. Yeah. It was never it was never something I had even considered at all.

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I thought, no, I'll stay if I do. I'll keep looking for academic jobs.

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And if I don't get an academic job, I'll still look in sort of student support

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And it was only when I thought, why, why do I have this weird thing that I have to stay?

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Within a university, maybe I don't have to work at a university. It was only then.

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And obviously there are so many jobs and you have to try and structure it somehow.

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Then I sort of thought, well, maybe let's look at the schemes out there.

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And there are, as I said, there are some that do actually market themselves as PhD level.

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And they say that they'll give you like a salary increase if you've got a PhD over a bachelors or a masters, so that there are schemes out there.

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And I was when I discovered that, then I thought, oh, okay, well, maybe I can look at some of these.

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I mean, investment banking isn't what I'm actually interested in. So I didn't apply for quite a lot of them.

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But there are still schemes out there that value these.

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There are there's more resources, I think, for science PhDs than there are for humanities PhDs

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In terms of moving into industry or moving outside of universities.

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But there are schemes out there and there are there are people that have made the move, too.

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So, yeah, I think discovering that was was really good as a way of at least starting to structure my search.

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And then I had just a lucky train journey. So what was the process like?

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You said it was quite an involved process. Yeah. So it's a really involved process.

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So I sent the initial application in in October and then I had to go through two rounds of online tests,

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which are so it's not really verbal reasoning or anything, which is why I expected it to be.

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It's kind of they give you a scenario and you have to say which decision is more more valid or you have to sort of say what you would do,

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that kind of thing. And then if you pass that, there's a video interview,

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which is one of the strange experiences I've ever had because there wasn't a person on the other end.

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It's just a pre-recorded question, which then you have certain time to answer the question in and then off your recording goes.

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So I was sitting in my kitchen sort of looking at my wall, trying to answer, trying to answer questions was a very strange experience.

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But I did that. And then after that, there's an assessment centre where you actually meet people for the first time

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and you're with lots of other people that are also applying to the scheme.

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You go through various tasks. And and then after that, I waited for 10 weeks and then eventually found out the outcome because they have so

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many people that they have to they have to set marks for each of the different schemes,

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because within the within the whole fast stream scheme, there are fifteen individual streams that you apply for.

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So they have to sort of set pass marks and gradually narrow the bands and until they have the right number and things like that.

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So it takes a long time, but it was thankfully worth worth it in the.

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It has been it was a long process. But Handily, I found out that it was two days after my birthday, which was nice.

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And also the day before I had an interview for another job, which is fixed term until August.

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So that's just doing is doing graduation at another university in London.

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So that was it was quite. I applied just because it was it's more money than I was.

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I'm on at the moment. And I thought, well, why not? And then but I probably wouldn't have taken it because it's only fixed term until August.

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Without the guarantee that I'll have somewhere to go afterwards.

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But I then yeah, the next day I had the interview and I said, yes, I would take this role if asked, because I've got time, I've got somewhere to go.

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And so I say things kind of all fell into place,

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which was nice because before that things hadn't really felt like they were falling into place at all.

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But yes. So that kind of brought my leaving Exeter forward by quite a large, large amount of time, which I will obviously be sad to do

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I've been here for a really long time. But yeah, I think it's a good move for me to sort of just go.

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And for once, it's kind of I'm just putting myself first completely as a completely selfish decision that

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I'm just gonna leave and do something else for five months and then go and do something else.

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So it's yeah, it's good for me to have a bit of change of scenery and and work out work out what I'm good at again.

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Yeah. Did you find, say, during the process of applying anything, you applied things from your so p h d time.

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Yes. Anything learnt skills or how did you sort of transfer this sort of university academic speak I guess.

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Yeah. Different industries. So I mean I think being able to write well is something that I don't think you can

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under estimate writing applications and being able to talk about your experience from

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when you go to conferences and people say also you also tell me about you tell me

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about your research and you have to suddenly think of something that you hadn't.

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Considered and this really High-Powered person is asking you about you and you think you need to make yourself sound intelligent.

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That's really good for interview. So I'm sort of thinking on your feet about examples of things you've done is really helpful.

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The most helpful thing, though, I think, is just the general project management of doing a PhD.

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A PhD is a project and it goes on for a really long time.

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And you have to manage your time. You have to manage the individual tasks that make up the whole and knowing how to do that.

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And just that process is so helpful not just for applying and telling people that you're good at project management, but also for in the workplace.

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I would not be able to organise graduation without any kind of experience of project management.

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So it's things like that that I think people don't realise that you're not just go to writing articles and researching a very niche topic.

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You're also good at thinking more widely and planning really far ahead.

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Projects go on. These projects go on for years and you know where you are at any given time and can sort of even if not to other people, to yourself.

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You can always, you know,

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roughly when you think you might be finished and sort of you might tell you might tell people that it's a slightly different time.

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I know I did that. I think I would give a date and then in my head, maybe not that day.

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But that ability is just so helpful and is an example.

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that I give in interviews all the time. When people say, oh, tell me about how you manage your workload.

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Okay, let me tell you a story. Let me tell you all about my PhD

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So that is by far the thing I apply the most.

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And just in general, I think having a bit more experience of communicating with people, of having interviews,

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of applying for things, applying for grants or sort of travel scholarships, things like that.

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And just a bit more experience of how that process works in writing about the benefits of certain of certain ventures and just in general helps.

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I spoke to some people at the assessment centre for the Civil Service.

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And I mean, I was very flattered because to begin with, they said, what are you studying? I thought, oh, nice.

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And they said, you know, they'd found the interview really difficult because they weren't sure what to say.

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They didn't have any concrete examples for things and they weren't sure what to

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expect when in a one to one situation with an interview or anything like that.

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But as a student, you have one to one situations all the time with your supervisor.

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And I mean, I don't know about anyone else, but my supervisor used to ask me questions.

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I did not know the answers so that I had never I hadn't considered before then.

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And actually that was a real benefit that I had had that experience. I am quite good now at thinking on my feet.

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When someone asked me a question, I don't know the answer. But that's not something that everybody has.

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So it's it's those little things that actually can help in terms of applications and talking to people and communicating,

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which I don't think you think about very often when you're doing a PhD

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It's kind of thinking about these sort of general skill terms think about it Like what you're doing is actually project management.

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Yeah. Not just working on a PhD. It's this way. Yeah, exactly.

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Like, really useful generalisable skills. I think sometimes when people say if they I know that when I spoke to family

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who didn't know what a PhD was and I found it really hard to explain to them.

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takes three to four years and you have to plan each individual task and they go,

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oh, okay. But sort of while I was doing my PhD, I'd say, oh, it's like a big essay like that doesn't cover it at all.

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So it is only sort of since finishing I have been able to explain my PhD in terms that aren't just academic.

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So kind of finding something to be useful if people thought about how to articulate what the individual which is generally just what is a PhD

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there's less of an emphasis on it because there's an expectation that you'll go on to continue researching, even though so many people don't.

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And it was only when realising that realising that I didn't call them failed. Actually, it was it it was fine.

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And that a PhD is more than just a research degree is is a feat of product management and time management and managing your own workload

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and your time and managing to work independently while also having the stresses of the institution or trying to do some teaching.

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If you've got funding bodies that want to know exactly what you're doing and when, then it's there's so much more to it than just the actual thesis.

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Because it was when I found myself Googling like, what happens if I don't go into academia with a PhD

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And then like there's a few blog posts and a few things saying, oh, you know, this is what your PhD actually means in terms of skills.

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But it's nice to actually have that. I have someone to say it's fine.

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Yeah. That will value your experience. And they might like especially like say in your case, fit better with your life.

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which is something that I didn't do during my PhD really at all and wasn't something that I was doing when I first started looking for jobs.

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And it was coming to the realisation that I had absolutely no desire to apply for a job that was called what was it called?

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It was called an unestablished teching fello. I like the fact that that job title even exists, made me go, oh, no, I don't think so.

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And yes, I do miss the teaching. The teaching is the part of it that I do miss.

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There was so much teaching, plus that it's never just teaching.

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And there are always parts of it. I went, oh yeah, I don't think I want that.

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So it's still really people focussed. And I'm gonna be training,

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I'm going to be teaching people things and I can use my skills in those ways rather than rather than teaching undergraduates specifically.

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teaching is not just in schools and university yet it's also training, you know, everywhere.

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Really. Yeah. And it was sort of when I was thinking about that and I was thinking, yeah, I want to work with people.

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But I don't want to be a school teacher. I know lots of school teachers and I think it's admirable, but it's not something I could ever do.

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So and I think, oh, well, what am I going to do then? And then I was thinking, well, actually, I've gone to training, such as in my job.

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you can fulfil and still work with people and still train people and have pass on knowledge and things like that.

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So, yeah, that's. It's been a long time coming, but it's realisations that I gradually made over sort of the last year.

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Yeah. And if, say, someone else, or even just know your past self kind of in the middle of their PhD trying to figure out what they want to do next.

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Is there any kind of experience you can recommend them getting or anything that you think would be helpful for them to think that would do?

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First of all, just to give you a better idea of any kind of sector that you might be able to go in, cause I certainly to begin with was very limiting.

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But there are so many different roles within higher education that you still need to have sort of an idea of what you want to do.

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The answer was no. So having an idea of at least the kind of role you want and then having a look at what's out there and thinking,

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okay, so I want to work with people, well, that can mean what kind of people do I want to work with?

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I don't know where I am. So, yes, I resisted the urge at one point just to sort of send out a CV and say needs job wll, travel.

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you know sort of what jobs you can apply for and what jobs really aren't worth the application process,

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because often, especially with academic jobs, I found I was putting my absolute all into an application only to be turned down.

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if you read if you read between the lines, you could see that it was not the job that I wanted.

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But at least something, at least some kind of priority will then help you draw your line as to what you apply for and what you do.

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Yet priorities and and thinking about whether you stay in academia or not.

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And I mean, to begin with, one of my priorities was I want to be able to carry on my research.

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And flexible working options are certainly that that covers that.

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I have no desire to completely give up research altogether.

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I've spent so long researching and it's part of what I do. And I think it's part of me as a person.

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So I have no desire to completely stop. But the ability to do it in my own time and research exactly what I want when sort of inspiration

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strikes is I think will be better for my research as a whole and better for me and say.

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Condensed hours. They worked longer, longer hours on four days and then had a day off each week, which meant that I could do whatever I wanted.

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I didn't have to do research. There were days I did not.

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And and sort of keeps part of my academic identity in a way, because it is an important part of me.

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And it's not something that I haven't. As I say, I haven't grown to hate my research.

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That's not what's happened at all. But those priorities have sort of helped change the way I look at the job search in general.

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And then also revisiting them in case they do. Yeah. Like, originally, your priority was to get an academic job that kind of shifted and then.

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So it's not like if you do still want to research, you won't necessarily have to just shut a door.

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Yeah. Absolutely. No one. I don't know anyone, not even academics who only research for their entire time.

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And then they go. This is my researching time and that's it. So sort of you don't you don't have to close doors to anywhere.

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I think there's absolutely nothing that says that you have to be a lecturer at a university in order to be published as an academic.

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So it's a there's you shouldn't limit yourself.

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I don't think. It's okay to say I'd like to be sort of a casual research and do it as a hobby rather than rather than do it as my only job, I think.

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Certainly when I started realising I was looking at jobs and going, there's a job that I could apply for.

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Do I really want this job?

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I clearly don't want this job. Let's not spend three days working on an application for it and sort of just.

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because I started realising that actually being happy in what ever job I was doing was actually much more important to me than the job itself.

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And it has made such a difference since having something fall into place.

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I have been like a different person and everyone has noticed.

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And I will be so sad to leave Exeter and I don't know what I'm going to do when I actually have to leave because I will have to probably be prised away.

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That's what people need. Sometimes I think it's okay to have you can feel both these things.

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You can feel a desire to move to something else and still feel sad. Yeah.

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It's not like, oh, you should only look elsewhere if absolutely hate it.

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Yeah. I think was the thing. You don't have to sort of taking a change of direction doesn't have to be out of loathing for what you currently have.

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It can just be, you know. Well, I think it would be really great if I did this for a bit, and that's fine.

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But I don't think I don't think we really talk about any directions in terms of when people are doing a PhD

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It's kind of. Finish your thesis and then all after that, you'll go into a researching post, which is not the case.

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It's not as easy for anyone, but it's kind of the expected trajectory.

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And yeah, I think no one ever sort of mentions that sometimes people don't want to do that, and that's fine.

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decide they don't want to go into a  PhD can be used as a trial at the end of the day.

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If you don't if you decide at the end of it that you don't like the process of researching, then you don't have to stay in research.

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Did doing that help at all with you? Kind of. I think it kind of helped me.

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Come to the realisations that there was other work that existed and kind of helped keep me grounded in the real world as well as in academia.

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There were certainly times when it was hard to juggle my two my two identities of academic and not academic.

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But I think it did help to a certain extent that I thought, well, I've been doing this throughout my PhD anyway.

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There's clearly nothing wrong with doing the two.

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So why can't I do the two forever? And just because my PhD is finished, it didn't mean that my interest in research finished.

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But it certainly made me more aware of the fact that there are other roles that I am suited to.

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I absolutely loved all of the all of the temporary jobs I did during my PhD

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There was nothing that I thought I never doing with ever again. And so it did help to a certain extent.

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There was also, I think, the fact that I was working and then I needed a full time job.

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Obviously, there was left. I had less time to think about whether I would go into a teaching post where research pays.

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There wasn't anything that was immediately available as soon as I finish my PhD

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I still continue to look for academic jobs, but it was certainly quicker in that immediate period.

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I didn't have sort of any time at all. I didn't have months of going.

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OK, well, I've got this very small amounts of teaching.

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Will it maybe go anywhere else? Like, could I try and extend it in any way,

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which I know that I know people that that they've had to do that process where they've had sort of two seminars a week or a few hours teaching a week.

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And that's been fine for a little bit. And then they've got to the point where they've gone.

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Well, now I need something more than that. But I don't know if I'm gonna be offered it.

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And I don't know if if there's a process for it. So my my sort of immediate cut was very I was much quicker.

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I said, well, I need a full time job. There isn't currently one available. There's one here.

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And that's where I went. But again, it's it's still my skills hasn't changed because I've left academia.

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I am still the exact same person I was when I was doing my PhD

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I was still a doctor and I still have that vocation and I'm still using stuff from doing a PhD

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but the acknowledgement that I wasn't a different person in their world was quite a long time, really.

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So kind of thinking about your identity as an academic and what it means if you're not in academia and your interests and skills.

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And I guess a bit like you were saying before, you have you develop all these generalisable massive generalisable skills in a PhD

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which aren't necessarily always talked about as much they should be. And I guess the same goes for your identity.

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Yes. Like, you are just a human.

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Yes, exactly. And sort of I sort of put myself in a box of PhD these students, for such a long time and became.

374
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By the end of my PhD So good at trying to explain what that meant.

375
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And trying to justify the fact that it is a job doing a PhD, because so many people don't understand that actually doing PhD is a job.

376
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And it's it can sometimes be draining, saying, yes, I'm a student, but I'm also I'm not really a student.

377
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Well, you think I'm saying when I say I'm a student is not what I am.

378
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And sort of put a I had myself I am a PhD student.

379
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That is what I am. This is what I do on a day to day basis.

380
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Sometimes outside of that, I also go and work and do all of these other things.

381
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But in my head, that was it was just two separate things.

382
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It was two separate completely two separate roles that I did when no, I was still the same person in both of those roles.

383
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And it's just that I did research and one of them and I didn't do research at another.

384
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But I still put I've managed and I still taught people how to do things.

385
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It was just not teaching students about film. It was teaching staff about systems.

386
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You know, it's the same skill and it's still I use the same skills that I did for my PhD for every other role.

387
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But I haven't I hadn't even considered that that was the case while I was doing my PhD which sounds really silly in hindsight.

388
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Of course, I wasn't literally two different people. I can feel like that sometimes.

389
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I think that you can be so involved in your PhD project that it's kind of like looking through a tunnel.

390
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And when you're in that tunnel, there's nothing else.

391
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You're not. You're not outside of it in any way. And everyone that even sort of mentions your PhD or comes into that tunnel with you would never leave.

392
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It was like that's that's the only context in which you in which you refer to them.

393
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But that's not that's not the case. And it's once I realised that maybe I could use the skills I was using during my PhD for other things.

394
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I became a lot more enlightened in my own job search and sort of thinking about what I wanted and

395
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realising that I could use it to my advantage rather than thinking about myself as a failed academic,

396
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which is for a while. Why? So I thought, wow. So yeah.

397
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So it's kind of thinking about what your priorities are in general.

398
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And then also thinking about what skills you actually do have from your PhD

399
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kind of decompartmentalising it. Yeah.

400
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PhD life to actually even though for you you were doing it literally at the same time it still was like this.

401
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Yeah. And I said things are kind of pointing out how you think about what you're doing and how that fits your priorities and what jobs there.

402
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Yeah, absolutely. And yeah decompartmentalising is exactly why I would say because I had,

403
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I had completely compartmentalised my life into little boxes that sort of okay today I'm putting on this hat and then I will

404
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put on another hat and then I'll go home and I might put on another hat because no one wants to talk about the PhD all the time.

405
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So it's realising that actually maybe you can just wear one hat and you're different things with that.

406
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So it is. Yeah, definitely part of my journey especially and has been very helpful in sort of the last

407
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year where I've come to terms with with what I originally had deemed as failure.

408
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And now I have no regrets whatsoever. So now you wouldn't call it academic failure?

409
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No. Something else is there? No.

410
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I mean, someone I know did say I did say to me that there are lots of people in the civil service who are in academic rehab.

411
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But I didn't think I. I don't think I want to call it rehab, because that makes academia sound even worse than I even think it is.

412
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So I don't think I mean, I don't need to go into rehab for academia.

413
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But no, I don't know if there's a word. A word for.

414
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But just there is this there is this idea that if you don't go into an academic job, that you have somehow failed at academia.

415
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I mean, you can't fail at academia. That's not a thing. And everyone has their own has their own journeys and their own priorities in life.

416
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And I think as long as you have found out what yours are.

417
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And it might be that your priority is getting the academic job.

418
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And that's fine. That's there's nothing wrong with that either. But if it's not your priority, that is also okay.

419
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And we although there won't be people around that tell you that that's okay.

420
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Is okay. And having at least having an idea of what your priorities are is just so it's just so important.

421
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Because for for years my priority was finishing my PhD and that was really all I thought about for the whole time.

422
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And then when I eventually finished it, I went, well, what now?

423
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What do I do? And there's the weird interim period anyway, when you submit and then you have nothing to do because you can't read it straight away.

424
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Why? I don't know anyone that would do that to themselves. And if if they were, I would strongly recommend not doing it.

425
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But there's sort of that weird time where you have literally nothing to do.

426
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Until then, you prepare for the viva. And then you invariably get corrections today, which that was.

427
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It was a hard time trying to complete the corrections while also in a full time job.

428
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But I did it and that was fine.

429
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Luckily, my corrections were only minor, so I was able to do it sort of of an evening over the course of a couple of weeks.

430
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And. And that was all fine. And then it kind of all well then just ended.

431
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I thought, well, is that it? Now, why am I not an academic anymore?

432
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And the answer is no.

433
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I am still very much an academic in that I like to do research and I still classed myself as academically minded if there is such a thing.

434
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But I'm just not working in academia and I'm much happier for it, I think.

435
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And that's it for this episode. Join us next time when we'll be talking to another researcher about that career beyond their research degree.