I’m so unimpressed with impressive people.
You know the ones who have it all together, and who have a list of talents a mile long.
Or how unfair are gorgeous people? The ones that wake up looking better than I do after a couple hours trying to get myself ready.
I watch talented people, and secretly hope they fail.
I listen to great speakers, and critique their every word.
I’ve sat next to super wise, knowledge filled geniuses, and despised every word they said.
Why?
Some would say jealousy.
While that has a piece in materializing what is happening below the surface, it’s not the culprit.
So what is?
It’s a fear of being. . . . unimpressive in the shadow of the impressive. Because if I’m not impressive, then what do I amount to? And if I don’t amount to anything, no one would notice me. And unfortunately, if no one notices me, I tend to believe God doesn’t see me either.