It's been the most busiest day, that I can remember. So many phone calls, appointments... And at the end of the day. I realized... I had to make decisions best for me and my fur kids.
The best decisions for my health, and my life moving forward.
I got the greatest wisdom from a prosecutor, telling me that sometimes you have to get out of the cycle. You have to be able to understand, that we can't help everyone. People have to learn to help themselves, and sometimes... tha...
It's been the most busiest day, that I can remember. So many phone calls, appointments... And at the end of the day. I realized... I had to make decisions best for me and my fur kids.
The best decisions for my health, and my life moving forward.
I got the greatest wisdom from a prosecutor, telling me that sometimes you have to get out of the cycle. You have to be able to understand, that we can't help everyone. People have to learn to help themselves, and sometimes... that doesn't always work either. You have to know when to quit.
I was also told by my doctor today, that distress is causing you nothing, but further problems with your health. I don't want to see something happen to you, as a result of the stress. I have lost almost 18 pounds, in less than 2 months. I have been placed on medication to help with my anxiety... just temporarily, to help me get through this time in my life. My body desperately needs, sleep.
I stopped by the chapel in the hospital, after my specialists assistant said, sometimes reconnecting spiritually... helps people when they're going through hard times. As soon as I walked in that chapel. I felt overwhelming peace. I prayed to God, my loved ones in heaven, fur angels and guardian angels.
I prayed for closure... but most importantly, help in moving forward with my life.
I realized today... I have to cut out the remaining people in my life, for my own well being. I come to realize as well. I cannot save someone from addiction.
Today was the day, I said good bye. Next week, I will begin the process of legal name change. I realized as a respective therapist told me last year. That sometimes, we have to kill the old self off first... in order to emerge out of this cocoon. In order to break free and start a new.
It was the 1st time... I was thankful for mother nature and the many trees shedding more branches after the storm. I spent a few hours with my headphones on just listening to music, cleaning up branches and realizing the beginning of much needed closure, and peace. Creativity has always been a great escape for me. This video, although hard to create... was very therapeutic for me. Therapy for my soul. Knowing that today, and here going forward...
I must move on.
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