the most of it // Zoë Bell // S2 EP1

Zoë Bell started out as a stunt double for Lucy Lawless in Xena: Warrior Princess. After being cast as Uma Thurman’s double in Kill Bill Volumes 1 and 2, she formed a solid friendship with acclaimed director Quentin Tarantino, and she has collaborated and featured in every one of his subsequent films.

There was a time when Zoë was living and working as a stunt double in LA on some of Hollywood’s biggest films, just being satisfied with being ‘the upbeat, open-hearted Kiwi girl’ that was friendly and easy going.

But after a while, the validation she got from being liked in a dog-eat-dog world started to wear thin, and she questioned her self-identity. What eventuated was a conscious shift and new-found understanding that she could ultimately be in charge of her own choices and was capable of taking the reins.

Zoë chats to Antonia about how this shift saw an influx of creative opportunities, positive relationships and a wealth of success, but was not without the harsh confrontation of her own vulnerabilities, especially when she was challenged with grief and trauma. The upside, Zoë explains, is that her perspective has forever shifted, and she can communicate some of her profound insights through her upcoming work as a director.

This is a powerful conversation that is filled with raw honesty, developed insights, and the occasional swear word. You’ll want full attention for this episode, as Zoë’s story is filled with frank content that takes us through her highs and lows of the film industry, the tragedy of losing a parent, navigating through tricky life scenarios, and finding a stronger version of yourself at the other end.

Please note, this episode contains material some listeners may find offensive or upsetting, including swearing, mention of suicide and themes related to depression.

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Host: Antonia Prebble
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