Completely Clueless

ep.120: new year, same clueless me

In this week's episode of Completely Clueless, I’m getting real about the struggles of navigating life and podcasting solo. Since my co-host left a few months ago, I’ve been learning the hard way what it takes to manage a podcast completely on my own. From solo recordings to financial struggles and self-doubts, I’m pulling back the curtain on the challenges and emotions that come with being a one-woman show.On top of that, I’m sharing a major update on my NYC apartment hunt with Olivia—and let’s say it’s not the news we hoped for. After a disappointing (and possibly homophobic?) denial from a co-op board, I reflect on how this setback has left my life feeling more uncertain and clueless than ever. But hey, maybe we dodged a bullet?If you’re a twentysomething navigating life’s curveballs, a beginner podcaster figuring it all out, or just someone searching for real conversations about mental health and resilience, this episode is for you.Make sure to follow The Completely Clueless Podcast on TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube @completelycluelesspod 💖 And for more of my personal adventures, follow me @sarahaliceliddy!

ep.119: clueless about survival jobs, psych meds, & healing from depression (ep.118 part 2)

Let’s continue my anxiety lore, shall we? On this episode of Completely Clueless, I’m diving back into the story of my 15+ year journey with Generalized Anxiety Disorder. But first, a life update: I got a survival job! After quitting my corporate job, moving back to my childhood home, and stepping deeper into the messy “figuring it out” phase of my twenties, this job feels like my first big step forward—and I can’t wait to tell you how it’s going.Then, I pick up my anxiety journey where we left off, reflecting on the biggest mistake I made during my healing process, how the pandemic impacted my mental health, and coming to terms with the fact that I’ll never be the girl I was before depression. Finally, I share where I am now—the challenges I’m navigating and what this chapter of my mental health journey looks like.As always, I hope that by sharing my story, someone listening feels seen, heard, and just a little less alone. Tune in for part two of my anxiety lore, and let’s keep figuring it all out together. 💕Make sure to follow The Completely Clueless Podcast on TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube @completelycluelesspod 💖 And for more of my personal adventures, follow me @sarahaliceliddy!

ep.118: clueless about my anxiety disorder and the path to healing

In this deeply personal episode of Completely Clueless, I’m opening up about my 15+ year journey with mental illness, sharing the raw and real moments that shaped me. From being diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder at 12 to leaving college during a depressive episode, I’m walking you through the highs, the lows, and everything in between.We’ll start with my early teen years, navigating the everyday struggles of middle school—puberty, body changes, and friendship drama. But for me, these experiences caused distress far beyond what most would consider typical, leading me to unhealthy ways of coping with my budding mental illness. I’ll unpack how being the “Golden Child” and living an all-or-nothing lifestyle shaped my struggles and how losing my cousin to his battle with mental illness changed my perspective forever. Finally, I’ll speak about my time in college, where my mental illness reached heights I had never experienced before, forcing me to finally confront my anxiety and depression head-on.If you’ve ever struggled with your mental health, this episode will remind you that you’re not alone—and that healing is never a straight line. Tune in for relatable insights, candid storytelling, and a safe space to feel seen and supported. Make sure to follow The Completely Clueless Podcast on TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube @completelycluelesspod 💖And for more of my personal adventures, follow me @sarahaliceliddy!

ep.117: clueless about making friends, WICKED, and thanksgiving eve

What happens when a lifelong theatre kid walks out of the Wicked movie without feeling like her life has been "changed for good"? In this episode of The Completely Clueless Podcast, I’m sharing my honest (and maybe a little controversial) review of the highly anticipated Wicked movie—and why it left me feeling... conflicted.But that’s not all—we’re also getting real about the tougher stuff. I open up about my recent struggles with social anxiety, feeling disconnected, and the loneliness that’s been creeping in lately. As someone who’s finding it hard to make new friends post-grad, I’ve been questioning if I’m falling behind—and I can’t keep these feelings bottled up anymore.For my reality TV lovers, don’t worry—I’ve got something lighter for you! I’m diving into the new season of Love Island Australia (now streaming on Hulu), and let me tell you, I am OBSESSED. I’m spilling all my thoughts on the drama, love triangles, and everything in between.Grab your comfiest PJs, slap on a pimple patch (if needed), and join me for a cozy chat about pop culture, personal growth, and all the clueless moments that come with being a twentysomething.Make sure to follow The Completely Clueless Podcast on TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube @completelycluelesspod 💖 And for more of my personal adventures, follow me @sarahaliceliddy!

ep.116: clueless about expensive pjs, emotionally avoidant men, and scandalous crushes

Welcome to the debut episode of Clueless Column, a monthly advice series where my partner Olivia and I dive into your most anxiety-provoking life moments and help you find clarity when you're feeling totally clueless.In this episode, we tackle your burning questions about love, dating, relationships, and sexuality. But first, we spill our unfiltered thoughts on the viral PJ drama taking over TikTok and share the relationship lessons we’ve learned from bingeing season 6 of Gilmore Girls—Rory and Logan’s miscommunication is NOT the vibe.From double-texting anxiety to wondering if you should leave your partner for their best friend, we dive into juicy, relatable dilemmas with honest advice, lots of laughs, and a dash of tough love. If you’ve ever felt lost in the chaos of modern romance, this episode is your guide to finding clarity and confidence.TikTok Pajama DramaSadly, my Skims PJs are sold out - but here they are in a dark wintergreen!Lesbian MasterDocMake sure to follow The Completely Clueless Podcast on TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube @completelycluelesspod 💖And for more of my personal adventures, follow me @sarahaliceliddy!