Two years ago, I shared my story of quitting weed after 10+ years of dependent use. That episode became my most downloaded episode ever.So many of you reached out saying you felt seen, understood, and vindicated. You told me my story gave you hope. You asked me if I was still weed-free.The answer is yes. Three years strong. And this is Part 2 of sharing my story.In this raw and soul-stirring bonus episode of Legacy of Love, I'm sharing what I didn't tell you the first time—the part that broke me open c...
Two years ago, I shared my story of quitting weed after 10+ years of dependent use. That episode became my most downloaded episode ever.
So many of you reached out saying you felt seen, understood, and vindicated. You told me my story gave you hope. You asked me if I was still weed-free.
The answer is yes. Three years strong. And this is Part 2 of sharing my story.
In this raw and soul-stirring bonus episode of Legacy of Love, I'm sharing what I didn't tell you the first time—the part that broke me open completely. The dark night of the soul that became my greatest spiritual awakening.
Because quitting wasn't just about putting down the weed. It was about learning to feel again. To breathe again. To trust God in the darkness. And to ACTUALLY hold myself through the depths of pain during this death & rebirth.
Inside this episode, I share:
✨ What that first month of withdrawal was really like
✨ The night I scared my husband and myself—and how that moment changed everything
✨ How my faith, breath work, journaling, and emotional embodiment practices guided me through the darkness
✨ Why I couldn't teach women & couples to feel their emotions while numbing my own—and the vow I made to live in integrity
✨ The difference between escaping your emotions and actually feeling them
✨ How I reconnected with God, self-trust, and my purpose in the middle of my breakdown
✨ Why your breakdowns are often the initiation into your breakthrough
If you've ever struggled with numbing, self-sabotage, or coping mechanisms that keep you from your fullest potential—this episode is your reminder that there's life on the other side of letting go.
Because sometimes, God meets you right there—in the unraveling, the tears, the surrender—and teaches you how to breathe again.
IMPORTANT DISCLAIMER:
I'm not an addiction specialist. This episode (& all episodes) are shared for educational purposes only. I'm sharing my own story as someone who is now three years weed-free. When I was struggling, I searched everywhere for other people's stories to affirm I wasn't alone. I wish this was talked about more.
May this episode be an example of what is possible for you too if you're looking to release a toxic coping mechanism.
If you or someone you know is struggling with substance abuse or mental health, this is your loving reminder that it is safe to ask for help. You don't have to do it alone.
📞 Substance Abuse & Mental Health Services Administration National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357)
💻 Find an affordable online therapist: BetterHelp.com
You have the power to break the cycle and pattern. I believe in you.
✨ Related Episodes:
- Listen to Episode 026: "How & Why I Quit Smoking Weed After 10+ Years" (Part 1)
✨ Mentioned in this episode:
- BetterHelp — where I found Kathy, the therapist who changed my life
- The role of somatic embodiment work in my healing journey
- How my coaching certification kept me accountable to living in integrity
If this story spoke to your heart, share it on Instagram and tag @iammelissapeters — I love hearing how these episodes touch your soul.
And if you're ready to deepen your relationship with yourself, your emotions, and God — visit iammelissapeters.com to explore ways to work with me.
Thank you for listening. I love you. 🤍
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