I am scrambling this week to make preparations for TSSM to help cover the Society of Catholic Scientists Conference coming up June 7-9 at Notre Dame. I will just post a few thoughts.
I recall reading CS Lewis' autobiography many years ago and hating myself for not reading anywhere near as many good books as he did when he was young... hating myself because I knew that while I was probably more or less just as intelligent as he was, I could not force myself to spend my time well.
If you listen to the TSSM podcast much at all, you realize that Bill lets me talk for long whiles. I haven't exactly read nothing, and I haven't exactly thought nothing, but I oscillate between suspecting I have something valuable to say and fearing that I'm being judged for my ignorance. Ironically, when we hired a professional to evaluate our podcast strategy (Paired, Inc, good people to talk to if you're in the Indianapolis area), their first comment was that the content was too complex and abstruse for the average listener. To which I internally respond, "Perhaps I'm just good at sounding as if I know anything about what I'm saying."
It would be called "impostor syndrome" if it were false, but I dunno if it's false.
Anyway, I take this two directions. One is to note the language that I used above: "I could not force myself to spend my time well." A therapist years back gave me a list of common thinking problems, one of which has stuck with me: "We think we can horsewhip ourselves into compliance." Yes. Yes, that's me. My father for years had this note pinned to a bulletin board: "The floggings will continue until morale improves." One of those Freudian slip, joking-not-joking sort of things. I learned the lesson well. No wonder I found ways to drug myself up with compulsive behaviors and dissociate with computer games or compulsive non-CS-Lewis-caliber reading on or off the internet, and things have only started to change since that priest in Chicago (may he be blessed in eternity) referred me to my first Twelve Step group. I was and continue to need the help of a Power greater than myself to get out of this trap.
The other direction is that I have come to think that podcasts are not a platform for expounding new ideas, however informally. They serve a really valuable purpose for me in that my stable of podcast subscriptions keeps reminding me of things that have tended to swim away from me in the past: I'm better off being Christian and Catholic than not. I have a future, and there are steps I can take to get there. I subscribe to a handful of podcasts that keep me at least a little bit conversant with what the progressive establishment is debating within itself. These podcasts also give me a loose connection to familiar voices, a step toward community (although definitely not by itself the real thing).
Realizing this, and having the chance to ponder the SCS' mission over the past few weeks, I have come to think that perhaps the most valuable thing we can do with this podcast is also to seek to enhance a sense of community among Catholic and Christian scientists. What we've been doing serves this purpose to a considerable extent, but it will provide us a valuable sense of focus going forward.
Episode 053 - Chris Baglow & Jay Martin: beyond faith & science... faith & everything
Bonus Episode - Patricia Bellm: Compartmentalization vs. integration
Episode 052 - Chris Baglow & Jay Martin: the mission to (re)integrate science & faith
Bonus Episode - Patricia Bellm: Bible interpretation
Episode 051 - Patricia Bellm: Responsibility and control in science and engineering
Bonus Episode - Patricia Bellm: Miguel from Mexico
Episode 050 - Craig Lent: decoherence, entropy, and faith
Episode 049 - Craig Lent: physics and humanity
Bonus Episode - Patricia Bellm: Marriage & canon law
Episode 048 - Terry Ehrman: God vs. Godzilla, carmen Dei vs. strepitus naturae
Episode 047 - Terry Ehrman: theology and ecology, respecting the grammar of natures
Episode 046 - Daniel Hinshaw and the frontier between medicine and faith
Episode 045 - Daniel Hinshaw and the human microcosmos
Episode 044 - The Brain and The Pain of Being Human
Episode 043 - Introduction to the Brain
Episode 042 - TSSM in 2019, part 2
Episode 041 - TSSM in 2019
Episode 040 - Kirby Runyon: Christian planetary scientist
Episode 039 - Star of Bethlehem
Episode 038 - Jill Pasteris: Uncertainty and Faith
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