154. Exhausted Due To Inaction + Rambling About Nothing

7:32pm, March 21st, 2024, Desk, UT

I didn't do shit all day today. I guess when I say "all day" I am referencing the three hour gap that I have after I get off of work and the time before I have to go to bed. It feels like such a waste when I just sit here and do nothing. I beat myself up quite a bit because of it. And I think because I do that, I get very worn out mentally because I am beating myself up over something I could've done but didn't. And so I get very fatigued thinking about the lack of inaction. It's a vicious cycle.It's funny because I slept great last night and got a lot of rest, but I am even more tired today than I was a previous days, and I know that that is only because I didn't execute on shit today. Also, a little behind the scenes here, I am writing this voice chat, and I have to say the punctuation marks. This feels very weird. Documenting everything. Let's go baby.